&& joke me something awful...
Sunday, November 26, 2006
8:44 AM
i'm too tired to carry on.
i couldnt carry on any longer.
my shoulders are juz weighed by the 7 deadly sins among humans.
my life was a compolete screw up.
i'm a nobody.
i'm juz a pathetic failure of man kind.
i dun wana get involve again.
it's worthless to me.
i tried.
but it juz impossible for me.
i guess i had enough of it already.
i'm sick and tired of everything.
i need a break.
i'm missing everyone now.
i juz cant stand it no longer.
if life it's about ups and downs,
i cant take it.
i realli cant.
i'm not strong enough.
bloody fuck, i juz need a freaking time out!
i juz wana go on a holiday!
JUZ GOD PLZ LET ME GO ON A HOLIDAY!
i wana go sentosa already!
i need a break!
...like a kiss on the neck of just friends &&
&& joke me something awful...
Thursday, November 23, 2006
7:32 AM
i have mixed emotions now..
i dunno wad to do.
...like a kiss on the neck of just friends &&
&& joke me something awful...
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
8:24 AM
today early in the morning, went for facial at DRX! wah liew. i tell u the beautician, wah liew... FIERCE AH!!!!! like squeeze the white heads out like.. as if pinching somones tight firm ass but still cannot pinch! wah liew.. i feel like slaping her ah.. but once i saw how much black/white heads she extracted, i wan bow down to her!!! SO MUCH!!!! OMG OMG OMG!!!! this shows that i realli have to do facial every month! haha.. i'm not being vain, but juz causious about my body! hehe :D
guess wad i lost weight i guess. haha alot of ppl notice?.. guess work realli does help to a certain extent?
so after that, met up with mummy and aunty june at paragon! den jalan jalan awhile
den chiong to plaza sing buy tickets. off course with the acompany of my dearest sweet heart :D and obviously over the phone! thank god for incoming calls free!
hmzz. so went over to sini's working place at candy empire. den waited for her to end work.. plain boredness..
soon later she ended work plus, derek came and bought some cookies!
den went 6ver to ps via mrt! haha.. catch our show. CASINO ROYALE!!!! OMG OMG!!! THAT "JAMES BOND" FRIDGING HOT!!!!! PLUS THAT GAL! but in the end, THE GAL ALWAYS DIES! cant they ever come up with, james bond getting married? sheesh... wad a waste PLUS THAT NICE SWEET HOT CAR< wah liew.. i tell u if i ever own that car, i'm soooooo gona be a damn fridging good gurl to everyone. HEHE :D
den after the movie took cab ma... the cab driver den told us his breaks not working!!! like that is a hell no way to telll a cab customer that ur breaks arent working!!! den the uncel sudddenly made a sharp u turn.. with the screeching sound of like the tyres rubbing hard against the road those kind.... wah liew.. buay tar han
...like a kiss on the neck of just friends &&
&& joke me something awful...
Monday, November 20, 2006
4:48 AM
if she is that pretty,
if she is the onli gurl bettter den any others,
why is there still me?
u r juz contradicting urself.
i dunno wad r u thinking.
I DUN WANA KNOW
I DUN WANALISTEN
I DUN WANA THINK
I DUN WANA KNOW
I DUN WANA LISTEN
I DUN WANA THINK
I DUN WANA KNOW
I DUN WANA LISTEN
I DUN WANA THINK
I DUN WANA KNOW
I DUN WANA LISTEN
I DUN WANA THINK
I DUN WANA KNOW
I DUN WANA LISTEN
I DUN WANA THINK
I DUN WANA KNOW
I DUN WANA LISTEN
I DUN WANA THINK
I DUN WANA KNOW
I DUN WANA LISTEN
I DUN WANA THINK.
I DUN WANA KNOW
IDUN WANA LISTEN
I DUN WANA THINK
I DUN WANA KNOW
I DUN WANA LISTEN
I DUN WANA THINK!
...like a kiss on the neck of just friends &&
&& joke me something awful...
Saturday, November 18, 2006
4:56 AM
my bed
my study/dresser table
my tv console plus.. fridge and the sliding door to my toilet
my toilet
and my toilet sink
my entry!
it's been so long since i met up with my friends.. and i was about to meet sini for her hair cut on 15 november. yup... so when i was heading down to bouna vista, sini called and said she has a surprise for me! hmzz.. suddenly while in search of her, i saw a group of blackies from afar. as in far far far! and blackies not meaning blangah but wad they were wearing. so yup... when i saw that whole bunch!!! i CHIONG AH!!!!!! so damn blooody happy to see them. i miss them loads. i dunno why like as i grow up i starting to get more emotional and sentimental. hmzz.. hormones? hahhaha... oh well not too sure...
this was wad happen.. when i saw them.. den took cab to holland.. went to next to cut sini's hair.. ok it was indeed a great change.. look sooo much SEXIER! but her parents didnt know how to appriciate. anyway, after that we went to thai exp. yep for dinner. so fun! so much fun! i miss them!!! ARGHZ!.. nvm...
now i shalll blog about today!
first day of work... tired. was like some spider woman.. climbing onto shelves. interesting? hmzz i think not.. but it was indeed dangerous and thrilling and fun! haha.. but yep.. my muscel was killing me...
den after work met up with him* and his bunch of friends again. i guess. they were abit too sticky? hmz.. oh well.. so we went to far east to check on my phone again. gosh! this is driving me mad... i dunno! oh well... i'm gona slp at my old renovated place.. for the first time... and this is the first nite.ok ok. so sian... i shall take pics of my room! haha.. !
...like a kiss on the neck of just friends &&
&& joke me something awful...
Friday, November 17, 2006
8:09 AM
sleepy boy!
i look like some chip munk
ah beng!
i look ugly la!
sweet!
HUGGIES
muackies
*squintz*
US!
i love him soo much! today i spend most of the day with him.. met him at aroun 3 plus? den we hang out all the way to 930?? haha.. 6 - 7 hours. haha.. i love him soo much! i hope he doesnt mix with the wrong people. haiz.. worried for him i guess! haiz.. wad's with kids and gangs? like they cant leave alone? sheesh! is like joining some gang is some big thing izzit? wah liew.. wana be someones gina be ur own ah bu's gina la.. wana be someone else-es gina.. tampo siao!
oh well.. i dunno la.... i hope marcus know wad he is doing.
gosh! i miss him like nuts. and tmr is my first day of work. and from tmr onwards, i will be working everyday. haiz.. sian will be missing him like nuts i guess!
MARCUS IF U EVER READ THIS, I LOVE U LIKE PEANUT LOVES BUTTER!
...like a kiss on the neck of just friends &&
&& joke me something awful...
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
9:45 PM
ytd after dr tan's app, i rushed to mshs bus stop to meet up with him. and yesh it was meant to be a surprise. it isnt fun when ur bf is such a great thinker like u r.. den it wun be fun anymore. sighz! oh well.. after we met up, we went to find his friends at tpy! ok great a bunch of ppl whom seem nice.. but juz mixing with the wrong company! like wad a waste! and i hope that he* wun go into the wrong company!nvm.. after that he go JHK. like.. wadever. den i went to macs.. abit pissed? hmzz.. well he could tell. and great.. when i first see him.. like some good boy. now when he found me at macs, like some ah beng kor. cant stand it. nvm..
after that we had some sweet moments. yup very sweet! i love him. it's a different feel to almost everything. i guess?
hmzz.. too early too tell either.. oh well.. nvm.. today his o lvls will be done.. and i would start work soon! yepzz. hope everything goes well for me! hahaha.. hmzz.. going for gap thingy later.. :D
thkx god loads for everything.. love "daddy" to bitz!
...like a kiss on the neck of just friends &&
